Monday, December 7, 2009

new band featuring steve and russ from hood ratz.

http://www.myspace.com/lowlifesj

"heres to the nights we wont remember with the people we'll never forget"

Friday, December 4, 2009

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

good friends, bad habits

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Friday, November 6, 2009

No place to shove your sharpened heel

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

so as its looking the last hood ratz show will be in december

Monday, October 26, 2009

dead end path

all this nyhc shit is getting old.
but
http://www.myspace.com/deadendpathwb
cant stop listening to the demo
uriah, foose, and jason are the nicest dudes too

GOOD DUDES BACKED HARD GOOD DUDES BACK HARD

something like that, but yea. band rules

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

"the years go fast
and days go slow
the days go so slow"

Monday, October 12, 2009

this guy koji opened for owen the other night
he covered this song and talked about how it was terrible and funny
but this cover was better than any song the dude did

blah blah anyway
i always love a catchy tune
i cant get it out of my head

Saturday, October 3, 2009

roundhouse nj

this band played the legion in court house
ceiling fan got ripped down
some dude got naked and put a plunger on his weiner
door got kicked down
don almost got jumped
paul hartmen got wasted and moshed with iron in his hand
steve stomped out derek
and me and joe ate some pizza afterwards

http://www.mediafire.com/file/nwwymdwatmy/roundhouse Nj.zip

ah nostalgia

Thursday, October 1, 2009

hood ratz show in the villas tomorrow (friday oct 2nd)
alternate destination
6:00 pm
5 bucks
really really small venue
can fit maybe like 80 people
rager

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i play in this band now. http://www.myspace.com/whereisbabar


listen to black apples. thats the song i helped write.
conflict of interest is a catchy tune too.
fuck listen to any song but zguema.
good friends of mine so it will be a good time.
show the 28th at the m rooom i think?

my new apt has a guest room, a guest room. anyone should come hang.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

punishment is playing a reunion show
im a happy camper


dear spence,

give me a ring, "lets shoot da shit"

sincerely ,
me

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Monday, August 3, 2009

ATTN SHEER DISRESPECT

http://www.mediafire.com/?ynnwnjzzdwz


BROKEN SILENCE DEMO

THEY WERENT FROM CM

BUT

THEY WERE TERRIBLE AND FAGGOTS

i dident even know what getting high was in third grade

but i knew it was bad, so i thought this song ruled


Tuesday, July 28, 2009

A lot of people hate me now a days, kind of a bummer. Ah well, fuck em.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

i feel like you wish i would have went the same route as my brother

Sunday, July 12, 2009

I wrote stupid stuff at the park the other day

Its 3 03
Little black girl filming pigeons
Some crustys being crusty
The bells are playing the national anthem
Its 3 04
Im still doing nothing worth writing about
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The park is for
Lunch breaks
Pic nics
Homeless people
dates
Pretty paintings
And I guess
Being miserable
on a bench older than your boring life
Is an option too
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July 9th
3 32
I've written my two first poems
In months
Still no job
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Friday, July 10, 2009

Testing email post
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Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®
twitter
is proof of how lonely these afternoons
have gotten
Dear friend,

Hey man, been forever broseph! I'm not sure why this all has bugged me so much, but I remember hanging and bike rides and liking music that kinda sounded like enya with a distortion pedal on it. yup , fun times. and ive been told i shouldnt care, and its no biggie, and like i say people come as easily as they go, but for whatever reason it just bugs me. im not sure why we dont talk, prob over some gay shit, or maybe i voiced my opinion too loudly, who knows? you used to ask for my advice here and there, now you dont even ask whats up. anyway, im sure your smart, and im sure you can figure out if this is about you (nope your not vain).

sincerly,
me

Friday, June 26, 2009

new xiu xiu album "FTW"

saw jamie stewart (singer/sing writer of xiu xiu) play this song solo a couple months ago at the church. theyre def goin for something a little different and more listener friendly but i like it alot. always enjoyed this bands honesty and ability to make you feel uneasy.

Friday, June 19, 2009

dear jay,

is your phone back in service?

xoxox,
seamus patrick aloysius gosman

Monday, June 8, 2009

one of my favorite songs by one of my favorite bands

Friday, May 29, 2009

new comic

listened to some metallica, came up with this, ill make you a copy if you want

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Thursday, May 28, 2009




im the worst

Saturday, May 23, 2009

last summer
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a year later
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Friday, May 22, 2009

i lost today

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

its been seven years of listening to pavement, and its still my favorite band.


Sunday, May 10, 2009



favorite game of all time.
want to see this
i posted a new song on www.ponytailtuxedo.blogspot.com

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RUSS HICKMAN


we dont talk anymore, i guess we kinda had a falling out, blah blah anyway.
his music is amazing, i will always give him credit to that.
his music is inspiring, its amazing, just amazing. its sad not alot of people will get to hear it.
so heres 31 of his songs.



http://www.mediafire.com/?wwt0oym0mld

Friday, May 8, 2009

jays joining hood ratz.

no new news other than that

Monday, May 4, 2009

hvnt been writing much anymore.

im not miserable anymore, so i havnt been drunk, hating life, pissing in bottles, passing out on my floor face first into some paint i spilled earlier.

ive just been taking everything day by day, enjoying stuff.

so poems have taken a break, i dont think anyone ever wants to read about how much everything rules, so i dont bother writing about it.

but i have been steady writing songs for the pony tail tuxedo blog, which has been alot of fun
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job hunting today, hoping it goes well.

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Friday, May 1, 2009

another radio tune i like

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

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i dunno why, but ilove this song

punk love

lyrics to new song on pony tail song hah


the first time
we kissed
reminded me
of the first time
i ever heard
damaged
by black flack
cause it made me wanna do back flips
and run through walls
and anything was possible, i could do what i want
spray paint the wallssss and damaged II

Monday, April 27, 2009

posts have been sucking cause ive been focused on ponytailtuxedo.blogspot.com

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I want to be good at just one thing, have like one skill. I feel like im just ok at a lot of things but not good at any one thing


one of my fav tunes by them

Saturday, April 25, 2009

my imagination is getting the best of me

Thursday, April 23, 2009

i hate not having a car, its making everything hell

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

righteous jams

reminds me of being in highschool, eating pizza, skateboarding and surfing, and high fiving joe and tj.
i wish theyd still play, always were fun to see live. sometimes i wish i was still in highschool catching some airs (bro) listening to rage of discipline .



Monday, April 20, 2009

http://ponytailtuxedo.blogspot.com/



videos will be up tonight. for now just a sad dads tune, and jay has a sweet tune
been working out again
eating a lil better
havnt drank in awhile
in the process of reapplying to the art institute
getting back on track


comeback 09


new blog coming soon , me and jay are gonna film ourselves singing songs about every day stuff.

o and if you have any frostbite shirts, ill buy them.

Friday, April 17, 2009

war pigs cd release tonight

woooooo

Thursday, April 16, 2009

i wanna hug a speeding bull dozer

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Walkin to my car
I Coulda swore I saw a ghost
But it was just you walkin down the street
I wouldve said hi
But my hi's and hellos
Aren't houses for you to haunt
Nope
They're not houses for you to haunt

Monday, April 13, 2009

ritten

My black shoes
Looked like black shoes
Cause they were
So tell me
Hipster asian girl
Catching pics when im not looking
Why are you taking this pic of them

Sunday, April 12, 2009

girls that wear pajama pants out in public
always smell like cigarettes
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Friday, April 10, 2009

new song on the sad dads myspace

"dont talk to him"

weirdest one ive done yet.

first song ive done thats actually sorta somewhat about something

Thursday, April 9, 2009

: x

tj mcblaze

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lets take time to appreciate

violation

about 1:30 . rager.
http://thesaddads.blogspot.com



invite only

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

sell me you frostbite stuff, seriously. sell me it.
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dippin dots
stupid tots
potatoes chips
broken hips
stupid knees
just to please
o la la
smelly breeze

Friday, April 3, 2009

hahaha anyone else have this

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record release

every casket lottery album

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4AG0NUTO



enjoy

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

just when you think its gone ,its back with a vengeance .

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ive had nothing creative to show in awhile

Friday, March 27, 2009

r.i.p. ford focus. we'll all miss you very much.

Thursday, March 26, 2009



one of my favorite choruses

"can you cry for a shadow ? can your cry for a heart crying out for you? can you cry for a shadow, like i cried for you?"

YOU TURN ME ON
http://www.mediafire.com/?ywj4jwmteye

not the same album that cry for a shadow is on, but still great. reminds me of good times, old friends, and highschool. beat happening has a special spot. give this cd a listen.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

music uploads

algernon cadwallader live on WKDU

http://www.mediafire.com/file/h2yzrkml4mn/Live on WKDU.zip

kid kilowatt

http://www.mediafire.com/?z24hetyym3t

i wanna do a new band

got some songs written.

if you like joan of arc,braid, casket lottery than lets do it.

to bad about 3 people read this blog, and 2 of them im in a band with already

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

book is typed

me and joe went to the brigantine skatepark today. as usual there was million little cliques of shady kids hanging around, no one was really pay attention to anyone, everyone in their own little world. a plane flew by pretty low, everyone stopped and looked at it. every single person in that park just stopped to look. i dunno where im going with this, but it was a good five seconds.

Monday, March 23, 2009

artist that paints with aids blood

no joke

http://www.robertsherer.com/blood.html

Sunday, March 22, 2009

i cant figure out word for mac.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

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Like a map of the US
I marked off my journal
Point by point
Each state of mind
So Id know where not to visit again
And
Where id like to go
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Fail
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Energy should just stick to punch the clock tonight
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Monday, March 16, 2009

i feel bad. alot of the stuff in my book, is stuff i got too anxious to wait on and just posted on this blog. but there are some that i didnt post on the blog

uploaded albums for the 1 or 2 people that read this

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http://www.mediafire.com/file/myw5hrzmywx/bee thousand [1994].zip

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http://www.mediafire.com/file/zdhgngzxjha/the silver jews - 1996 - the natural bridge.zip
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book will be done by this week. i have a few things im adding to it. im pumped on the whole thing

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

The future used to mean so much more
Than just another monster
To add on todays list of fears

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

when you consider
how much time i've spent
kicking myself over last year
its no wonder i have athletes foot

Monday, March 9, 2009

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my favorite recording we've done so far

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http://www.mediafire.com/file/tzoymj2wnnm/hr demo 07.zip

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Friday, March 6, 2009

Marry me on this ghost ship of a heart
And we can walk the plank like an isle
We'll say I do
And drown in yesterdays waters

Thursday, March 5, 2009

jay doesnt really like this record, but i sure do

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http://www.mediafire.com/?jmo9n12zw1z

Friday, February 27, 2009

havnt feel this bummed in awhile
thanks robby, you made my day
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i was poopin at work
and it wasnt until after i realized
there was no more toilet paper
and i just sat there
it was like that night
you said you didnt love me any more
and i just sat there

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i havnt seen jay in forever, : (

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Edit.

Indef hiatus. Ill write when I get the feeling back.

Sad dads show in march.

Monday, February 16, 2009

make fun of me if you will

but deftones saturday night wrist is a good album. at some points musically it sounds like a heavier my bloody valentine. chino voice is dreamy as usual. over looked album.

not flawless, but def has its moments.

http://www.mediafire.com/?1hdxtanltyb

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trying something new,gotta work on writing, i wanna get comfortable with it. not be embaressed by every little thing.
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ugh not too sure on that one
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Friday, February 13, 2009




this version is pretty cool

Friday, February 6, 2009

scariest night of my life.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

it was snowing
the opposing headlights looked
like stars pouring down the horizon
and i couldnt help but think
to jerk the wheel
fly through the windshield
and offer myself to the gas powered constellations
of 55
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why do i enjoy watching sex in the city? ugh

Saturday, January 31, 2009

www.myspace.com/thesaddad39s


some music ive been making, fun stuff i guess
im starting a new band this weekend called sad dads. i cant wait

Friday, January 30, 2009

http://www.myspace.com/round3nj

"plastic gears on a metal clock"

hood ratz is covering it on the 14th, really excited about that. band was really important to me for getting into punk/hardcore. i remember me and joe jenkins would listen to the ep and skateboard, shit ruled.

they almost did a reunion years back, but kids got hit with shopping carts.
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i remember sitting on your toilet
and you had this organic soap
there was all kinds of weird religious
phrases and bibles verses
and animal rights slogans on it
and after everything that happened
with us
all the days and months
piled in the corner next to the
excuses and maybes
all i remember
its everytime id go to the bathroom
i would read the label on that bottle


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gotta work on that one some more


lump dog tonight

this kid on super made i wanna be in a band is such a frag


remember when it was that band from mays landing back in the day , the ska band? i remember seeing at the mall back when i lived in the woodlands. hell yea dogwood court.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough its never enough
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i havnt written in awhile, or drawn. been busy with the whole lump dog performance whatever. kill me.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Sometimes
-if you could have sex with anyone who would it be

- uh, fuck, id have sex with katy perry

- eww

-well who would you have sex with?

-Neo

- Neyo? the rapper?

-no shit head, Neo..... from the matrix

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- i gotta pee
my joke band lump dog is playing a show friday night at the tilton movie theater. its gonna be weird. some people i havnt seen in awhile. people im not on the best terms with i guess, o well. at least lump is playing.

im gonna make some little comics to hand out prob.

Friday, January 23, 2009

fixed gears < skateboarding


just saying. i mean i ride a bike and dont skate as much as i used to but, you know.




saw war pigs and title fight today in doylestown.

title fight ruled, such a fun time.

war pigs is one of my favorite current hc bands, great set , hyped for the new lp.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

this one is for jay

excuse the mirror-ness

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

diary by sunny day real estate played a big part of my highschool years.
the good and the bad
helped me through alot of the bad
amazing album. gives me chills to this day.

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that and converges "when forever comes crashing" were on heavy rotation.
ill find a link for that later

Saturday, January 17, 2009

havnt felt like myself lately, kinda just wanna crawl in some hole in some place far far away.

Friday, January 16, 2009

yea yea yea
so every asshole thats ever put
pen to paper
says they love bukowski
and heres where i plead to myself
"but no,
no one likes it like you do"
but in reality
every asshole with a pen
and a plaid shirt
likes it like i do

Thursday, January 15, 2009

november purple rain

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Some kid with one arm told me a racist joke today at work

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

nvm, lame.


i get tired of playing music every now and than, maybe just performing it i guess.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

im a stupid bug
and your light was the bluest of blues
zap.
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im workin on a new booklet to come after karate dicks its called spock jamz vol 2.

heres a stuff from it.

"one time we were all skating the gap out by the antique shop. Andrews board got away from home. while going to get it he got hit by a car. he layed there drooling and went into convulsions. he looked like ian curtis on stage. andrew was ok , not one broken bone. i never really was a big fan of joy division though."



"Dyaln Klebold wish list

1. nin hoodie
2. doom 2 expansion pack
3. marilyn manson patch
4. anarchist cook book"

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"this is zero cool" is fine, and im excited for it to come out with jay and spencers book. im really happy with karate dicks and what i have of spock jamz so far. i feel like i hit what i was going for with both. maybe i can just add them to this is zero cool
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dear jay,
wheres the updates at? what am i supposed to lurk at 3 am if you dont post new stuff ?
love,
seamus

Saturday, January 10, 2009

not sure why i like this so much. no im not religious

Take us the foxes
the little foxes
that spoil the vines
for our vines have tender grapes.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

tonight i made a little booklet called karate dicks.
after scanning and printing everything was crooked, and i had to end up hand writing in parts cause some stuff got cut off, o well.
heres the scans from the pages.

Cover
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page 1 and 6
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page 2 and 5
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page 3 and 4
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its terrible , and lame, but thats ok. i made a few. i drew a little heart on every ones last page and wrote end.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

i will never get tired of these albums.

natural bridge - silver jews

repetition - unwound

exploded drawings - polvo

donuts - j dilla

asshole 7" - sebadoh

s/t 7" - foosa

s/t - the band

fables of reconstruction - rem

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

writers block reminds me of my dads vestecomy
all this effort
just to shoot blanks

Monday, January 5, 2009

cant stress enough about how much get sick ruled.

http://brett.kozinn.com/getsick/DEMO2007 .rar

download it download it download it download it

"I made it past 16, let's see how far this fucking goes. but with the way things are looking now, I think I'd rather not know. Dont tell me you know what its like feeling this alone, i wrote this in a house that never felt like home."

underrated band


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in other news i think the book is pretty much done.

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i wanna be the cartoon wolf
whos teeth you knock out and play like a piano
my accordion body stretched across your floor
hit by your anvil love
i wanna be the re run
you wake up to every saturday morning

Sunday, January 4, 2009

i hate when people say "see, theres people out there just like you, and blah blah blah". its not the alone part that bums me out, its the idea that everyone is the same. were all just the same , stupid, idiot head. thats the part i hate, and most days i think it true.

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book stuff is done, more or less.
im really nervous about it, been messing with the order of stuff alot in it.
jays is gonna most certainly champ mine, i cant wait to read his.

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book excerpt:


12:49 am
the gerbil by the tv keeps running the wheel.
drunk and writing bad poetry
i too am running the wheel.
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