Sunday, December 28, 2008

let me be your tv
cause it puts you to sleep
cause its always there in the corner of your room
cause it keeps you informed
cause it keeps you entertained
cause its always on

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im trying to blog too much, cause i dont wnna reuse alot of stuff i put on here in the book.

Friday, December 26, 2008

eureka lyrics i found

everybodys talking
hey im walking
im taking walks just to set my head straight
everybodys saying
im just complaining
well im just crying
cause its not the same
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even on christmas eve there's still that shady guy out front of 7 - 11 trying to sell me pot
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pavement, favorite band of all time.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

book stuff is comin along, lots of scribbled one liners and stuff and more stuff on papers stuffed in a notebook. but its coming along.

"just a teenage wasteland" , one year too late

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

a sighed a melody to a waltz my feet carried
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there was a guy at boarders reading knock knock jokes out of a book real loud to his girlfriend. she laughs at every one, and he continues. he has a goatee, i think its the goatee reading the jokes and not him. its funny, i know ive done this same thing(minus the goatee),but i swear it was funnier.
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oofness bad poetry here we go, circa sometime thats not now

it take 3 tylenol pms
and cheap wine
to convince myself
"hes just a friend"
everynight
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me and j are gonna do a book , im really excited for it. just a heads up, his stuff is gonna rule way harder than mine.


id post pictures and do stories right now,but im not at my own computer.

Monday, December 22, 2008

edit: nevermind

Sunday, December 21, 2008



get sick. band rules, played with hr in the dust pit last winter. they broke up not too long after, bummer. bass player now plays guitar in blacksails, great dudes great band check them out too.

get sick demo = http://brett.kozinn.com/getsick/DEMO2007 .rar

blacksails demo = http://www.sendspace.com/file/jzxauu


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been bumming a little lately, "enemies seem all to familiar, theyre the ones that used to call me friend". just dont know anymore. i need some new faces, or maybe its all just in my head.

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why did i go vegan and edge?

i was 15 and hated everything.

why did i break vegan and edge?

i was 20 and hated everything.

sorry im a let down guys.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

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2 pics.

first is of me and my dad. we have the same cough. when he was growing up he always hated rock and roll, i always thought this was the ultimate act of rebellion. he refused to buy me coloring books when i was younger cause he said it made more sense for me to just draw my own pics. he works at the casino and hates it. he used to be a craps dealer now hes a pitt boss. he said its the worst job. " i get paid to feed into addiction and hurt people. people lose their money, lives, families, and im the one dealing the cards."

2nd pic is a polaroid i took during halloween when i was in 5th grade, its pretty cool looking.
kenneth patchen rules. heres a couple scans from his book wonderings.

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halbruners house, sometime in october. that was a bad month, but what can you do.
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www.myspace.com/eurekanj - i cant sing , never could. we usually were a lil more rocking than the one song thats up, o well.

www.myspace.com/lumpdogfugyea- my joke band, i really like fish girl though, kinda pumped on that song. its funny looking at the comments, most of those people i dont even talk to much anymore. o well.
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the gramps. every night hed sit at the foot of his bed and say the rosary. sometimes when i was a youngin id sneak under his bed and listen. i remember he could only sleep to the hum of radio static, and the sound would run through the whole house. i cant sleep with out a humming sound cause of this. he died on my dads birthday when i was in sixth grade, i remember yelling at god the following night.




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Peppermint Patty: What do you think security is, Chuck?

Charlie Brown: Security... It's when you're a little kid, and you've been somewhere with your parents, and it's night, and you're riding home in the car, and you can sleep in the back seat. You don't have to worry about anything, your parents are in the front seat, and they do all the worrying. They take care of everything.

Peppermint Patty: That's real neat.

Charlie Brown: But it doesn't last. Suddenly you're grown up, and it can never be that way again!

Peppermint Patty: Never?

Charlie Brown: Absolutely never

Peppermint Patty: Hold my hand, Chuck

genius.

its 5:08 am , why am i up?

Friday, December 19, 2008

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painting from 2 years agoish

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month or two ago

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this pic was from my sophmore year, i remember not being able to drive and my mom gave us a ride. i was in this pavement/dino jr kinda band (with russ from hood ratz on drums) called eureka. we had a demo and a hand full of shows, maybe 3 kids cared. this pic was from a halloween show with the sheckies (lame). kenny was dressed as a hippie and he danced in front of me the whole time. kenny killed himself this year. i really miss that guy sometimes.

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another eureka pic.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

mmmmm

so i guess im gonna do stories, or pictures, or upload albums i think are neat, or any other blog thing i can blog about.


sometimes i draw stuff

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party hot dog " don't be a corn dog, be a party dog"

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this painting is my favorite. i was a dumb head and gave it to a girl who i was with at the time cause she liked it too, when things fell apart she offered to give me the painting back, i declined. i should have taken it back..

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bored at work

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